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mattlauercansuckit) wrote2003-08-08 04:32 pm
mattlauercansuckit) wrote2003-08-08 04:32 pm
I know
I said this would be an sQ themed LJ, but this whole going back to Massachusetts thing is bugging me. I'm never happier than I am when I'm with the boy, and my life at home right now is very much in pieces. I can't fathom getting on that plane tomorrow and leaving all this behind, especially given that I may not see him again for a long time.
We made an agreement that we wouldn;t get all mushy on each other when the time comes for us to part company, but it's hard knowing that we'll be on totally opposite sides of the country after this.
I don't want to go home, but he's going to be leaving whether I go home or not.
This sucks.
We made an agreement that we wouldn;t get all mushy on each other when the time comes for us to part company, but it's hard knowing that we'll be on totally opposite sides of the country after this.
I don't want to go home, but he's going to be leaving whether I go home or not.
This sucks.