Yay for Mail!

I love getting mail. Sometimes I order stuff from Amazon just so I'll get mail. Granted, I don't like getting mail that tells me my checking account is overdrawn for the third consecutive pay period, but I like pretty much every other kind of mail.

Today was a good mail day. Got the notification that I made Dean's List again, which is always nice. Got my sQ 'officially licensed' pin I won off Ebay, and I got Lewis Black's new book Nothing's Sacred.

If you don't know who Lewis Black is... I pity you. He is one of the best standup comics out there right now. He's a correspondant on The Daily Show, and has had numerous TV specials and CDs put out. According to Jon Stewart, Lewis Black is "The only person I know who can actually yell in print form." Everything from gay marriage to Starbucks to politics gets the Black treatment, and he is one of the funniest men alive.

I also got some forms I need to fill out for the camp, but since I'm not doing the camp this year, I don't have to fill them out - I just need to tell them I'm not doing it.

Yay for mail.

Question for ranalore

Do you happen to have any 'Damaging' files floating around? I'm trying to compile everything I've done on it, including the revisions, so I can start working on it again. Problem is, when I switched from rcn email after my computer crashed a while ago, I lost a lot of the files. Grrr.

*sigh*

This is ridiculous. I went up on the Lamictal and I'm not feeling anything. If anything, I've been more depressed this week. A lot more. I've been sleeping through my alarm, dragging my ass, and feeling generally exceptionally depressed. I hate it, and I feel like there's nothing I can do to stop it. The best I can do is work on taking my mind off things. I don't know if I can deal with work on Saturday - I'm tempted to call in sick. I doubt I will, but if I have to deal with four hours of self-esteem killing, I don't know what I'll do.

I don't know about this job. I loved it at first, but now it's become... a hassle. The boss is clueless, the one other person I have to work with seems to hate me... I don't want to quit, because I need the money, but I don't know how much longer I can deal with it.

Guh.