hi

Through some miracle or other, I got my computer reconnected to the internet. We'll see how long it lasts.

I bought some stuff to make some sort of stew or soup or something. Mostly I want cabbage. I doubt I'll actually make it, though. I just can't muster the energy at the moment.

My mind is going to hell. This should be the best time of my life. Everything is working out wonderfully, and I like being here. But as usual my mind has decided it wants to work against me and make me feel like the world is coming to an end.

I don't have anything to look forward to. I feel like I'm running in place. My head hurts. And now I'm whining. I hate that about myself. I just whine, and whine, and whine and I never get anywhere.

I have the next two days off. I'm not at all excited.