Lars Quell

title never change what's been and gone
author patientalien
rating PG-13
word count 1227
summary RotS AU, Padme sees Anakin slipping away and decides to take matters into her own hands.
notes written for the "disappearing" prompt on my hc_bingo card. Thanks to blaaksable for the idea. I don't feel like I did it justice. Sequel to all the things that never were. Title from "Stop Crying Your Heart out" by Oasis


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( Don't be scared/Your destiny will keep you on )

title sensing trouble from a mile away
author patientalien
rating R
word count 4850
summary Anakin is forced to give up command of the 501st. Things go downhill from there.
notes Written for the "nervous breakdown" prompt on my hc_bingo card. Based somewhat on the episode synopsis/preview from the upcoming Clone Wars episode "Darkness on Umbara" (possible spoilers? IDK, probably not). Title from "Rainy Day" by Guster.
warnings suicide attempts

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( I'm not scared. I'm not scared. )

title The Middle Way
author patientalien
word count 2823
rating PG
summary Padme's decision to trade Grievous for Anakin is not so cut-and-dry.
notesWritten for the "restrained" prompt on my hc_bingo card. AU of "Shadow Warrior"

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( General Grievous. You're shorter than I expected )

title all the things that never were
author patientalien
word count 1317
rating PG
summary After Ahsoka's death, Anakin sees the Soul Healers
notes Written for the "counseling" prompt on my hc_bingo card. Title from "Out From Under" by Britney Spears.
warnings mentions of character death

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( I don't wanna feel the pain/what good would it do me now )

title Girl Power
author patientalien
word count 8204
rating M
summary I've been calling this the "Girlakin" story.
notes For the Wild Space ("surprise sexswap") on my hc_bingo card. Makes slight reference to "so empty [here with(out) you]", but really is more of a reference to JQ Book 7. Also references the Clone Wars comics, specifically #5 "The Best Blades". Many thanks to citizenjess for the title. :)
warnings Genderswap, some graphic-ish sex.

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( Girls just want to have fun )

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( And here's a half-assed 'Girlakin' photomanip )

title without granting innocence
author patientalien
rating R
word count 1122
summary post-RotS AU, Anakin is cast out, and Obi-Wan is his warden
notes Written for the "ostracised from society" prompt on my hc_bingo card. Dear Lord, I used lyrics from "How to Save a Life" by The Fray for a title. WUT. I think this might be the darkest one yet (like, really dark) so, uh, be warned.
warning(s) self-harm, suicide, character death

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( Between the lines of fear and blame )

title so empty [here with(out) you]
author patientalien
word count 7,604
rating NC-17
summary The Zone of Self-Containment is a feeling not easily given up.
notesWritten for the captivity prompt on my hc_bingo card. Something of a re-write of my old fic "Gravity" from, like, forever ago, AU 'Jedi Quest'-verse, post-book 7. Title from "The Last Day on Earth" by Marilyn Manson.
warning rape, substance abuse

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( A pill to make you numb/A pill to make you dumb )

titleFear is the Heart of Love
author patientalien
rating PG-13
word count 4321
summary Anakin and Obi-Wan are captured by Ventress
notes written for an Extra on hc_bingo using the prompts "upset at higher being", "whipping/flogging", "lacerations/knife wounds", and "hospital stay". Kind of more of the same from me ;) Title from "I Will Follow You Into the Dark" by Death Cab for Cutie (but based on the cover by Amanda Palmer)
warning graphic torture and blood


( If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks/I'll follow you into the dark )

title i appreciate your concern (you're gonna stink and burn)
author patientalien
rating PG-13
word count 1134
summary Anakin is rescued from being held captive by Count Dooku, but that's not the end of the story.
notes Written for the rape/non-con spot on my hc_bingo square.
warning discussion of rape


( I'm not the only one )

title Lift You Up Until You Break
author patientalien
word count 3867
Rating T
Summary Anakin has a problem.
Notes written for the Wild Space (substance addiction) spot on my hc_bingo card, title from "Semi-Charmed Life" by Third Eye Blind.
WARNING Drug abuse


( I don't like the drugs but the drugs like me )


ETA: Missing Scene with Padme

Missing Scene with Ahsoka