everyone I talk to has problems, call fulfillment

Two re-dos and a Customer Assistance Form. So far. I've been here an hour and a half. Oh how I love being yelled at.

Sleep was quite an elusive creature last night, thanks in no small part to a backache and some strange flittering melancholia. If all goes well, I have tomorrow off, so perhaps some sleep after my appointment.

Other than the complaints, it's pretty slow, so I'm thinking of writing after I process the redos and CAF. That would be nice. :)

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You know you've got issues when you get lost on the way home from work on a road you've driven literally hundreds of times - every day for the past four years, give or take.

Talked to my mom for a while. I'm only going to take a couple of classes this semester because my body cannot handle the stress anymore. I've had school issues since 6th grade (when it became clear I wasn't exactly right in the head), and I can't deal anymore. It's a form of PTSD, and even though I have huge gaping holes in my memory, my body remembers. I'm afraid if I go all-out this semester, I'm really and truly going to die.

So I'll do two or three classes (probably two, so I can keep at least the majority of my hours at work), and the rest during the summer sessions. Then I'll be out of here by September. It works out. :) We're not going to worry about insurance, since the paperwork I filled out last semester is good for a year.

I have an appointment tomorrow, and I'm going to bring up the possibility of getting on stronger anti-anxiety meds. Xanax would be reaaaalllly helpful, but I might not get my wish on that one. :P

So there's the plan.