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So I'm still sick as a dog. I went to the doctor again yesterday and got an xray of my abdomen to make sure there isn't anything there that shouldn't be there... I'm hopefully going to a different doctor tomorrow as well.

Sunday I told Michelle I was going to have to give my notice. Miracle of miracles, she actually got me help for the entire week, so this is my last day here this week until Monday - which is good, since my doctor said I shouldn't go back to work until then anyway. I may still give my notice depending on how I feel at the end of the week, but I would like to stay here... on some level. Susan's thinking of coming back, so I might just step down to my former position, which would be REALLY nice.

Michelle said I was doing really well running the store, which was a nice reinforcement, but if I'm making myself sick in the doing well running the store thing, is it worth it?

I don't really know what to do at this point. Whatever happens will happen, but that doesn't make living through it easier.